-- gaslampTragedian [GT] began pestering abyssalArrow [AA] at 18:40 --
GT: Good Morning...or is it afternoon
GT: Ugh my head
AA: What is wrong?
GT: Let's just say the green fairy visted me and my brain is protesting her abrupt departure
GT: Judging by the state of my cloths I had another episode.
GT: Occasionally I get a bit giddy about something, start drinking and mouthing off inappropriatly
GT: An embaressing problem for a gentleman to confess to...especially one who embraces my lifestyle.
AA: Well, I think if you enjoy something you should do it.
AA: Do you enjoy doing that>
GT: Yes and that's the problem
AA: I think that is a shame.
AA: Do you think you do it to escape from the tragedy you otherwise revel in?
GT: I can't say for certain. Why is it a shame?
AA: You are discouraged for one reason or another from doing soemthing you enjoy doing.
GT: You don't have a guilty pleasure?
AA: I am not ashamed of anything I do, I don't think.
GT: You're not certain?
AA: Well, off of the top of my head, I don't remember feeling shame over something I have done, simply because of the nature of what I was doing.
AA: Perhaps it is because I am so distant.
AA: From society, that is.
GT: Society is not necessary to feel shame...only "others"
GT: When you are observed intently...the human mind has a delightful reaction
AA: It has been long since I have been observed.
GT: Imagine for an entire day, a person followed and stared at you wordlessly and expressionlessly...
AA: I am unsure what I would do.
GT: The human brains first instinct is a moment of revelation...the other is observing you and in doing so you have become a discreet object
GT: You can not delude yourself...you are being compared and analyzed and compartmentalized like any other object
GT: The truth is laid bare and the mind ripples with the faintest distress
AA: I admit, I do feel similar things when being looked upon as prey.
GT: That is what our digusting grey goo brains default to
AA: Perhaps if I ever leave this forest I will be able to experience what you mean.
GT: But this is all digression. What project is on the slab today
AA: I am currently working on preserving the corpse of a wolf, not sure what I will combine it with.
GT: How does wolf hair compare with human hair?
AA: It is rougher. Also, it is not hair, it is fur.
GT: What animal fur is closest to human hair?
AA: That is a difficult question.
AA: But I think I will answer with the cat.
GT: Hmm interesting
GT: Not to hard to get
GT: I need to get going. I have my own project
GT: Adieu...heh heh heh
-- gaslampTragedian [GT] ceased pestering abyssalArrow [AA] at 20:01 --